Sitting by the tall, south-facing window
I close my eyes and feel the glimmering particles of light
gently falling
and moving within the breeze
filling the air with its presence.
Particles of light that reflect themselves
into my eyes
and I into them.
Particles of light that move through my skin
an illusion of matter
running brightly through my veins
within my mind
filling my heart
with the presence of this glimmering light.
Enlightening the veiled
filling the corridors of the body’s mastery of form
into formlessness
and grace.
Shimmering particles of light
that live within the sun’s rays
and the glimmer of a dew drop
on a cherry blossom
and i ask,
how can i “work” with these shimmering
glimmering particles of light
without a form, like a tea room.
how can i hold open a place of sanctuary
where this living wisdom can just be,
dwell…inspire and create….without obstacles.
Today i held that question
for a moment
then let the formed words go
in the same moment that it dissolved
into beautiful particles of light
becoming particle itself
free from desire,
free from form
living freely
and I gazed in quiet humbleness
into this pure light
this swirling life
watching this humble question
of willing interest,
release its form.
Awakening and realizing
jill rosemary birthed
jill labelle sophie sits quietly
within the particles of this shimmering light
simply coming back to the present moment
within the breath,
within my consciousness
within my deep undying interest
to be
in love
in the light
living within the wisdom
of the warmth of creation
open
to life
and its nature
to others
and their natures
to my own being
and the place I dwell
and breathe
within the beauty-filled
swirling and shimmering
particles of light.
Within this place
there are no questions
only breath-giving beauty
the essence of love
and the substance of life
There is no need to birth now
dear Jill LaBelle Sophie
no need to form
I am free
to just be
and become
and be aware
be love
be peace
be well
be happy.
I have birthed the light
and now it is birthing me
within the sanctuary of living wisdom
within the glimmering particles of light.
And, I bow deeply.