Every morning, I rise to sit on the beach by the ocean.
I pile up a mound of sand on which to sit,
tilting my pelvis forward,
to reach the perfect balance point of upright meditation.
Under each knee, I turn my lavender sandals on their sides
like yoga bolsters
supporting the varying dispositions of weight.
I lift my backbone off my spine, like a dancer,
Lower my chin, release my jaws,
finding the proper shifting position of my neck
over my back and chest.
I place my hands on my knees downwards,
as I move in this mode of warmup
in order to find my place
in the world, in the moment,
in the larger place I go when I meditate
to just sit.
I’m visual.
When I finally arrive,
having settled down, calmly finding the silence,
a very large space and place opens,
all white, filled with everyone sitting.
I am holding a cushion in this place
and I walk down the right side of this ethereal space,
lightly defined.
Above me is a sense of a vast dome,
as if light had gestures within itself,
undifferentiated.
I am just one of the many
as I turn left into an aisle
and about a few places in,
I take my place, I take my seat,
raised slightly above the floor,
surrounded on all sides.
Here I sit with the deepest of devotion
to all the living aspects composing the space.
Inwardly I kneel to love.
I praise the light. I behold the beauty.
I let go to peace.
And I honour all the living wisdom of the universe,
undifferentiated,
simply present, full of deep respect.
In the front of this infinite place and space,
I see what I call the ascended masters,
stars of lights, spirits and souls,
that have come through embodiment
time and time again
to bring awareness, insight, wisdom
love, peace, beauty, kindness, compassion
to all of us through the ages of time,
through the cycles of seasons.
No one is individuated sitting or standing,
there are no single signature or names,
just presence, seen in the
light of white and the sunshine of yellow
in the majesty of purple and the sweetness of pink
in the warmth of red and the courage of orange
in the oceans of blue
and the indigos of the night sky
twinkling with wonder and delight.
And so we sit each day,
to open and let go and surrender
our life, for life.
our love, for love.
our peace, for peace.
our presence, for a greater presence.
Each day we radiate love
Uphold peace
Hold open space creating a place,
to live wisdom humbly,
with dignity,
to the best of our ability,
So that which is greater can find room
to be present
bringing more and more light between us
bringing more and more breathes
of life and beauty to each of us
bringing more and more peace to Earth
in between the strokes of human beings, human lives, human stories,
in between the strokes of colour.
Ah so so so lovely to hear from you. Thank you Lori ox
That’s so beautiful, Jill! Thank you!